Actually I could'nt figure out what title I should put for this article.I'm totally feeling dying.2 is better than 1 by boys like girls featuring taylor swift.It's meaningful and I'm sure I would be my favorite song forever.I gonna change my blogger's music soon and put this song as my blog's song!

   Watching gossip girl this all day,i cant escape this charm.I love this drama so much and I hope the end is a beautiful ending.Well,honestly I just finished watching season 1 but I'm totally so dissapointed to the end of season 1.Yea.Serena she is great .She can give up the change to indulge herself continually for a lonely boy,not every can did it.She is awesome!I knew that it's just drama but this story is so meaningful and it's talk about trials of class strenght,love,family,friend and the power of money on this great and pretty horrible community.This story is just take about reality it is'nt a fairytale.

  Look,I fuckin over love this drama.I think I'm going crazy if I still put watching this drama as my hobby.What is love and money,we can found out one day whenever we really being in this community.That's it reality.

   Just look at my life.It's uninteresting and lame.She just asking how about us.Well,I hope she know is she spoke we're totally over.So I'm sure I didnt have authority to judge our relationship.I hope she'll get it and my answer are out.

You know you love me.XOXO

Gossip KId.XD




  


      I think something you have to know and you should to know.You're really over sensitive.I understands your feeling because I get many experience from you.I'm not revenge I just want to show and prove I can better than everyone really meant to you before.I can be class monitor too,I can get good result too and I trying to learns drive bike and get my license.It's not excuse for me to ride with a loose rein.I explained many and many time.I you belive just do it but if you don't ,I have no choice.Or else you forgot meaning of love?I wont stop to show you I really can do the best.And I dont know what should I say anymore.We live for future not life for pass and something happended,we can't just stop at the same point.Are you ever understands?That's all I want to say and the decision on your hand,I can't do anything.And I know I suppose to given you respect.And please gives back my ego.


  I knew that I long time didnt updates my blog and I discarded my friendster account.Well,I'm sure I would care it again someday whenever I feeling friendster is fresh for me.Just turn the point to my recent life.

   Yea.I'm examing but actually I'm not in examing status.I'm dreaming ,relaxing, indulging and...I don't know that what I'm doing right now.I got did revision for my exam.But I felt I'm not in it status.Mayb relationship between me and her having some problem and it  influenced my humor.I hope that we'll be allright soon.So,do you guys got ever thought just maybe you can be friend with your ex ememy.I mean a person who love your GF/BF before.I knew that I got no some right or advantage to prohibit my friend contact with my ex enemy.I suppose to hate the person but i'm not.I'm just so envy her and doubt why she meant to my GF before.I knew that I should'nt talk about this.But I just wanna prove that I figured it out.I won't angry and keep crazy fall on this happended.Because It was happended and all the thing I can do is tryna change.

   Tryna solve this problem and control my humor.I'm sure I can did it! Actually the bigger enemy is the devil in my heart,so what I sad for?Why don't I living in a happiness nation:DWell,I'm watching GOSSIP GIRL right now.I love the character Serena Van Woodsen in this drama.I fall in love with this drama.Lol Em,my baby said she will call me later half hour ago,but I havent receive her call.zzz

And this article I supposed post on monday 19th of OCT


     I'm tired like hell now!Today attended two dancing class,the second one is basic class.I had use all my power today.I didn't have a drinks when basic class,actually I began felt faint when the second class:(But I keep endure until the class finished.After the class I walked back to my shop= =Dancing class toilsome than Olahraga training!

   Other way,I really angry you.You did something freaking over that I cant endure anymore.Today you asked me aet lunch with you.But after school you told me you were not free!It was made me mad and mad.If I didnt angry I'm that you won't had lunch with me.You don't even know my borderline.I hope you really understands what I thinking about and my borderline.Don't makes me feel I going crazy anymore.Please I beg you.

   The guy dont even know about you also sure the fuckin ppl like you before.It prove that I'm dont even over sensitive.This was a fact and everybody knew it!


   The second day after my lame big day.But she cried today because she forgot bring along somethin went school.I'm so blur and bushed whenever she crying.I so freaking scares people crying in front of me:( I think might be I knew that I can't comfort her mood very well.I'm so clumsy as a rock!I didn't see her for 5 days.I darn miss her.But now she examing:(

   Today my classmate dicussed for my friend's birthday party.Her birthday comin.They just diccused about really wanna celebrate in MP or not.A flash back starting in my brain,my birhtday just past 2 day.But nobody else dicuss about it,even just mention about it.Isnt I'm really lack of relations with them?I don't think so.I'm not really care about present.I'm so cherish every wish they given to me,but It was not happended.I still remembered my last year big day,my friends celebrated with me after school.Even I didnt received any gift from them,but I received love and care from them.That's the thing I needs.Unfortunaly,I'm not being in one class with those friends,one of them didn't study already.I miss them badly

   And I so fuckin hate girl always talking about boy and show off that got many boy woo her.It's so fuckin annoying!I jaded of those girl always easily get mad for some small problem.I can't endure it anymore!The most important one,don't try to interrupt my speech again.You're extremely annoying.Wtf!

Here a  funny video that I dig.Hotel room service by Pitbull





    Well,today is my birthday.I'm definitely 16 now:D

I wanna sing a song here.