I find that I'm really kinda super-nerd-stupid.
I couldnt give a reason why and i couldnt help it too.
That's what my aunt told me.
My behavior just totally same with my dad.
Chinese guy tradi-mind.
Fucking caring about that but never say it out.
Fucking worry but act like I don't really that care unless it's like fire burning my brain.Made me gonna freak out.
It's quite hard to show it out.Don't know why
Especially for family.I would never show.
Some more for friends better


Saw the one I fucking don't feel like want to see yesterday.
She used the old way to staring at me.From my top to the bottom.
Obviously kind of insulting.
It's allright.Not the first time she did.
Memeries recall that she staring at me same like yesterday on 1-1-2009
The new year day I would never forget.
Because she was fucking freak me out.
I wondered why she staring at me like this for a long time.
I couldnt get a answer.Is she just fucking think she's so much better than me?
I hope that's something wrong with her eyes but not she really wanna used her fucking evil eyes staring at me.
Frankly speak.I'm fucking HATE HER.A lot
I don't even have self-controlling through the feeling i hate her.
But what can I do to curb this?Except height,I have nothing better than her.LOL
She can get excellent result.Can I?
She's fucking talented in sweet talk.Am I?
She can make girls happy by using cash.Can I?
I couldnt I'm not I can't

Somehow,she's the sprung and momentum that making me do all better
I had try to be more effort on my study since she fucking said me as a shit.
I don't have many cash like her cause my parents won't give me much like her parents did.
Somemore,I have to earn money by myself.
And notice that I'm not the fucking shit as she said.My friends too.


A lots of homework.
Principal will check all of us's homework on Monday.
Those homework really does freak me out.
Due the font in my science note is really the helling ugly.
I had decided to do a new notes.
And I just finished it.Not that much 13 pages. ><
Going to do correction for my Sejarah paper tomorrow.
I'm going crazy with it because I do really hate history as I hate her.LMAO
Watched Jeniffer's body by Megan Fox.
It's not that horrible as I thought.
She was hot in the movie.But evil.